Someone had been inside his dream
Ilan Pasternak woke up screaming.
Not a gasp of surprise, not the whimper of an ordinary nightmare. A visceral howl, ripped from the bottom of his throat, as if someone had reached into his chest and pulled.
There had been someone in his dream.
Not a character. Not a projection. Someone real. He was certain of it with a conviction that went beyond reason. Someone had broken into his sleep the way a burglar breaks into an apartment. Had walked the corridors of his mind. Had opened doors that should have stayed shut. And had taken something.
"Noa. Show me a picture of Yael."
His wife stared at him. Then turned the screen of her phone toward him. Their daughter, eight years old, smiling in front of a birthday cake. White dress with flowers.
Ilan looked at the photo. For a long time. He recognized the dress. He recognized the cake. He recognized the kitchen — their kitchen — with the blue tiles Noa had picked out last year. But the face of the little girl at the center of the image meant nothing to him.
It was the face of a stranger.
What did they take from me?