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Matot-Massei — the Clouds of Glory carrying Israel to the site of the Temple for the Korban Pesach
Parashat Matot-Massei · 5786 · Shiur 4
Clouds of Glory, Fixity & Movement, and the Four Exiles
The Korban Pesach (Yonatan ben Uziel) · The Soul's Rehearsal of Torah · Unity, Not Uniformity
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Yonatan ben Uziel on the Korban Pesach: at the first Pesach the Clouds of Glory carried Israel to the site of the Temple in Jerusalem, they offered the Pesach there, were carried back to Egypt — and that same night ate it in Egypt.

Why the round-trip? Like the fetus taught the whole Torah and then made to forget — to build the foundation. So Israel received a "first dose" of the Shechinah — strength to face the serpent, scorpion and viper (the initials spell "smoke") of the desert.

Matot ↔ Massei: fixity vs movement. A Jew needs a firm foundation (forbidden is forbidden) — and upon it, to debate, be stringent or lenient. Unity, not uniformity (the efod stones vs the choshen stones).

"These are the journeys of Israel" — the initials A-M-B-Y = the four exiles (Edom, Madai, Bavel, Yavan), set against the four letters of the Name — and the hope: "He brings a redeemer… for His Name's sake, with love."

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1 Two Directions — the Exit vs the Destination
And Moshe wrote their departures by their journeys, by the word of Hashem; and these are their journeys by their departures Bamidbar 33:2

Sometimes what matters is the exit: Egypt is a place of crushing labor, the 49 gates of impurity — "just let me get out of here, no matter where." The emphasis is on "their departures," and "their journeys" (where to) matters less.

And sometimes "their journeys by their departures" — the destination is what matters, no matter where I came from. "The house of Yaakov left Beer Sheva... and he went to Charan" — he wants to reach Charan, so why mention "from Beer Sheva"? This shows: the departure, too, has meaning — yet it does not nullify the destination.

And the Torah says both — "they journeyed and they camped": where they camped matters, and where they journeyed too. Both the origin and the destination.
2 The Korban Pesach — the Reading of Yonatan ben Uziel

The first Korban Pesach was brought in Egypt: on the 10th of the month a lamb is taken per father's house, on the 14th it is offered, and on the night of Pesach — "your loins girded, your shoes on your feet and your staff in your hand" — eaten until midnight, and at midnight "I shall pass through and strike every firstborn in the land of Egypt."

Before the time of Pesach the Clouds of Glory bore them up… and brought them back to Egypt Targum Yonatan, Shemot 12
⭐ Yonatan ben Uziel reveals a wonder: when the time of Pesach came, the Clouds of Glory carried Israel to the site of the Temple in Jerusalem, there they offered the Pesach, and returned them to Egypt — and that same night they ate the Pesach in Egypt, placing the blood on the lintel and the doorposts. A tremendous miracle — not a mere "leaping over the mountains," but a literal round-trip.

Some read it spiritually (the Zohar): when they offered the Pesach in Egypt, their souls bonded with the Shechinah in Jerusalem and received a first illumination from it; by its power they returned, ate the Pesach, stood at the foot of Sinai and received the Torah, and afterward entered the Land.

3 The Question — Why the Round-Trip?
Either way: if You raised them on the Clouds of Glory and set them in Jerusalem — leave them there! Why return them to Egypt, and then take 40 years to reach the Land?

And if not — let them simply offer the Pesach in Egypt and eat it in Egypt. What is this whole round-trip for? To understand, we turn to a well-known parable.

4 The Parable of the Fetus and the Torah Niddah 30

The fetus in its mother's womb — a candle burns over its head and an angel teaches it the entire Torah; and before it emerges, the angel strikes it upon the mouth and makes it forget everything it learned.

If it is taught and then made to forget — what for?

Man is made of matter, dust of the earth — his soul cannot contain the Torah in the ordinary way. A parable: a gentile who studies Torah may know the information, but not the wisdom of the Torah — for he lacks the soul within the Torah, its very spirituality.

⭐ So it is taught in the womb — absorbed into the body, forgotten, yet the potential to recover it remains; a foundation is already laid, upon which one later "clothes" the whole Torah in life. This is why, when we study, everything feels "familiar" — our soul heard it once before.
5 Israel as a Fetus — and the Verse Resolved

Israel in Egypt is like a fetus — a nation in the 49 gates of impurity. To bring them straight to Sinai? No way they could absorb it. So the Holy One "leaps" them to Har HaMoriah, where the Shechinah dwells, and they receive a first dose, an infusion of the Shechinah into their souls — then return to Egypt.

⭐ Had they gone straight into the desert, they would have been scorched. What awaits in the desert? "serpent, scorpion and viper" — whose initials spell "smoke" (ashan); a smoke whose spirituality one cannot withstand without prior preparation. By the power of the Clouds of Glory they received the strength to cope.
And this is the verse: "their departures by their journeys, by the word of Hashem" — the first journey on the Clouds of Glory; "their journeys by their departures" — now the journey station by station in the desert, holding the strength to cope. There are falls — but also the strength to do teshuva and rise again each time.
6 Matot ↔ Massei — Fixity and Movement

In the pairing of the names there is an opposition: Matot (from mateh, a staff) — firm, standing, immovable; Massei — movement, travel. So too Nitzavim ↔ Vayelech: "standing" and "going." This is the secret of the Jew — both aspects.

One must be a "staff": a firm foundation everyone follows — you may not kindle fire on Shabbat, you may not mistreat another, you may not steal — forbidden is forbidden. And upon that foundation — "Massei": to debate, to analyze, to be stringent or lenient, one approach or another. But all of it revolves around the fixed "staff."
⭐ "From this we do not budge": that Hashem is One and His Name One. You wish to debate in the Gemara, in the account of the Merkava — in the end there is halacha. The give-and-take is legitimate, but the foundation does not move.
7 The Efod Stones vs the Choshen Stones — Unity, Not Uniformity

In the garments of the Kohen Gadol there are two kinds of stones. The efod stones — only two stones, six names on each according to their generations (each stone enfolds six tribes), borne by Aharon upon his shoulders = the whole, unity. The choshen stones — twelve stones of different colors = the individual.

⭐ Each may hold his own view and color — but in the end, unity, not uniformity: we are all children of one man, around one idea (the "staff"). "God stands in the divine assembly" — and this does not preclude the exchange of views.
8 Ezra the Scribe, Bein HaMetzarim, and Three "Eicha"

Why did Ezra the Scribe arrange that Matot-Massei always be read in Bein HaMetzarim (the Three Weeks)? (The first Shabbat is Pinchas, the middle one Matot-Massei, and the parasha before Tisha B'Av is always "These are the words" — Devarim.) Corresponding to the three haftarot of rebuke, in which the motif "Eicha" (How?) appears:

"How (Eicha) can I bear alone your burden" (Devarim · Shabbat Chazon, before Tisha B'Av) · "How (Eicha) does she sit alone" (Eicha) · "How (Eicha) has the faithful city become a harlot" (Chazon Yeshayahu)

And Matot-Massei always falls in the middle, at the heart of Bein HaMetzarim. What did Ezra wish to teach us by this?

9 The Four Exiles — and the Hope

The answer: reading "these are the journeys" is reading of the journeys of exile. The first verse — "These are the journeys of the children of Israel" — has the initials A-M-B-Y — the root of the four exiles from the exodus until the building of the Temple: Edom (A) · Madai (M) · Bavel (B) · Yavan (Y).

⭐ The Arizal: they are set against and oppose the four letters of the Name — Bavel against the Yod, Madai against the Hei, Yavan against the Vav, and wicked Edom against the final Hei (Malchut) — which seeks that there be no kingship of Hashem in the world. "And saviors shall ascend Mount Zion to judge Mount Esav."
And the hope, said three times a day: "He brings a redeemer to their children's children, for His Name's sake, with love." "He brings" (meivi) — M Madai, B Bavel, Y Yavan, A Edom. "Love" (ahava) = 13, twice = 26 — the value of the Name. They opposed the Name, and Hashem brings a redeemer "for His Name's sake" — "Hashem shall be King over all the earth; on that day Hashem shall be One and His Name One." Speedily in our days, Amen.

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1
Per Yonatan ben Uziel, where was the first Korban Pesach offered?
A tremendous miracle — a round-trip on the Clouds of Glory: they offered in Jerusalem and ate the Pesach in Egypt that same night.
2
Why is the fetus taught the whole Torah if it is then made to forget?
Man is matter — the soul cannot hold it all at once. The prenatal learning lays the foundation, so everything feels "familiar" when we study.
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What does the round-trip Egypt → Jerusalem → Egypt teach?
A nation in the 49 gates of impurity cannot absorb at once; a "first dose" of Shechinah gave strength to face serpent, scorpion and viper ("smoke").
4
What does the opposition Matot ↔ Massei symbolize?
"Staff" — forbidden is forbidden, a fixed foundation; "Massei" — to debate and study around it. The efod stones (unity) vs the choshen stones (the individual).
5
"These are the journeys of Israel" — what do the initials A-M-B-Y hint at?
The root of the four exiles. And the hope: "He brings a redeemer… for His Name's sake, with love" (ahava ×2 = 26 = the Name).

Result

📅 Seven-Day Programme — Matot-Massei Shiur 4
Sunday
Read Bamidbar 33:2. Reflect on the doubling: "their departures by their journeys" / "their journeys by their departures."
Monday
Study the Targum Yonatan ben Uziel on the Korban Pesach — the Clouds of Glory and the round-trip.
Tuesday
The parable of the fetus (Niddah 30): when you learn Torah today, remember your soul already "knows" it.
Wednesday
What "preparation" do you need before a spiritual challenge? Take a small "first dose" before the hard thing.
Thursday
Matot: what fixed foundation do you never give up? Massei: where are you open to study and debate?
Friday eve
Unity, not uniformity — honor a differing view in family/community without surrendering the foundation.
Shabbat
In Bein HaMetzarim: read "these are the journeys" as hope — "He brings a redeemer… for His Name's sake, with love."
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