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Elul — three verses, one acronym: teshuva, tefila, tzedaka
Parashat Nitzavim · Elul 5786 · Shiur 5
Three Verses, One Acronym
Elul spelled in initials · Teshuva, tefila, tzedaka · "Bezot ani boteach": 408
A shiur by M. Yehuda Himi
🕯️ For the elevation of the soul of Rav Ron Chaya זצ״לThis study is also dedicated to the memory of Rav Ron Chaya זצ״ל, who devoted his life to spreading Torah, awakening teshuva and strengthening a true shalom — a shalom of truth, of kedusha and of responsibility.May the merit of the righteous protect us and all Israel. May his soul be bound in the bond of life. Amen.
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Three Verses, One Acronym
M. Yehuda Himi · Parashat Nitzavim · Elul 5786 · Shiur 5

Three verses, in three different books, carry the same initials: Elul. The best known, "ani ledodi vedodi li." But also "one to another, and gifts to the poor," from the Megilla of Esther. And "the Lord your God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your offspring," which we read this very week.

This is no accident of lettering. Look at their content: the first speaks of prayer, the second of tzedaka, the third of teshuva. Three verses, three times Elul, and the whole formula.

Which is exactly what the awesome piyut of Rosh Hashana says, once it has told us everything about the judgment: "teshuva, prayer and tzedaka avert the severity of the decree." There is a way out.

And the psalm of Elul answers it: "in this I trust"bezot, whose value is 408, three times 136: tzom the fast, kol the voice, mamon money. The fast for teshuva, the voice for prayer, money for tzedaka.

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1 Elul hidden in the verses

We have little time, so let us take a single idea, bound to the days we are in. The month of Elul is hinted at in several verses of Tanach whose initials spell its name.

The best known, the one that leads all the others:

I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine Shir HaShirim 6, 3

But there are others. For instance: "one to another, and gifts to the poor" — the initials again spell Elul. Yet this verse comes from the Megilla of Esther. You will say: we have found an acronym by chance, but what has it to do with Elul? Perhaps Purim and Kippur… granted, for Kippur; but Elul?

And a third, which we read precisely in this week's parasha:

And the Lord your God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your offspring Devarim 30, 6
Three verses, three times the same initials. Is it chance, or is there a link between them?
2 "He will circumcise your heart" — teshuva

Let us go to the content. What does "and the Lord will circumcise your heart" speak of? Of teshuva.

⭐ For the verse teaches that we have a heart, and that this heart bears an orla — a covering, a sheath. It is what prevents us from returning, what stops up the heart. So the Holy One, blessed be He, says, as it were: I will make you a covenant, I will cut away that orla upon your heart which keeps you from returning.

Once that husk is removed, the heart is open enough to receive the Lord and to do teshuva. This verse, then, stands opposite teshuva.

3 "Gifts to the poor" — tzedaka

And the verse from the Megilla, what does it speak of? Of the mitzva of the day: sending portions one to another, which creates affection and closeness — and gifts to the poor.

So here, explicitly, is the matter of tzedaka. This verse folds within it the idea of giving to the poor.
4 "Dodi" does not mean uncle

There remains the first verse: ani ledodi vedodi li. Who is dodi? The Holy One, blessed be He. But what does the word mean?

In plain Hebrew, dod would be translated as uncle — my father's brother. Now if I say that the Holy One, blessed be He, is my uncle, God forbid, that would suppose two authorities in heaven. Such a thing cannot be said.
⭐ We must therefore know that the root of dodi is not that of the uncle. It comes from yadadyadid, the friend. Dodi means my friend. The Holy One, blessed be He, is our friend — a Father who is also, in this aspect, a friend.
5 A hand, and a hand: yadid

And the proof is in the word itself. Why is a friend called yadid? Because when you meet him you give him your hand.

The word yadid is made of a hand and a hand: yad and yad. We put out our hand to the Holy One, blessed be He, and He puts out His to us.

So what does ani ledodi vedodi li mean? That I pray to the Holy One, blessed be He, and that He answers my prayer. The initials of this verse therefore stand opposite prayer.

6 The complete formula
⭐ Here, then, is what we have found: a verse opposite teshuvaand the Lord will circumcise your heart; a verse opposite tzedakaone to another, and gifts to the poor; and a verse opposite prayerani ledodi vedodi li.

These verses do not bear Elul's initials by accident. They bear its content as well: the solution, the formula for coming out of judgment acquitted.

7 The piyut that makes us tremble — and its way out

This is exactly what we say in the awesome piyut of Rosh Hashana. We read it on the first day, in the repetition of Musaf, according to the Moroccan custom — and we say it on Yom Kippur too.

Why the first day? Because the two days of Rosh Hashana are not alike: the first is the severe judgment, the second the softened judgment.

The piyut does not try to reassure: "and we shall declare the power of the holiness of this day, for it is awesome" — then "who shall live and who shall die, who by fire and who by water, who shall rest and who shall wander." You are at the height of fear: how does one come out of it? And then the paytan settles you and announces that there is a solution.
"And teshuva, and prayer, and tzedaka avert the severity of the decree." There is a way out: the game is not lost.
8 "In this I trust" — 408

And the psalm we add through Elul and up to Sukkot confirms it. "The Lord is my light and my salvation": my light is Rosh Hashana; my salvation is Kippur; and "for He will hide me in His sukkah" is Sukkot. That is why we say this psalm precisely in these days.

Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise against me, in this I trust Tehilim 27, 3
"In this I trust" — in what, exactly? What does that zot mean?
Zot equals 408 in gematria: zayin seven, aleph one, tav four hundred. And 408 is three times 136. Now tzom, fasting, equals 136; kol, the voice, equals 136; and mamon, money, equals 136.
The fast stands opposite teshuva, the voice opposite prayer, money opposite tzedaka. Which is exactly what the piyut says: teshuva, prayer and tzedaka avert the severity of the decree. If we carry out these three — then "in this I trust": I trust that the Lord will bring our judgment out acquitted, for a good and long life.
9 Why this psalm twice a day

We say "LeDavid, the Lord is my light" before the evening service, and again in the morning at shacharit. The sefarim note that one who merits saying it twice a day is preserved from all evil.

⭐ What is the secret of it? Count how many times the Name appears in this psalm: thirteen. Twice a day makes twenty-six. And twenty-six times twenty-six makes 676 — the gematria of ra'ot, evils, as it is said: "many are the evils of the righteous, but from them all the Lord delivers him."

By setting those 676 against the evils that might occur, a man is preserved from them. It is also the secret of the twenty-six times we say "and the Lord passed before him" on Yom Kippur: twenty-six times the Thirteen Attributes of mercy, to defuse all the evil. May we come out of the judgment acquitted, speedily in our days.

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Five questions. Click an answer.

1
What does the verse "and the Lord will circumcise your heart" correspond to?
Once the husk is removed, the heart is open enough to receive and return.
2
Where does the verse "one to another, and gifts to the poor" come from?
It carries within it the idea of tzedaka: gifts to the poor.
3
What does "dodi" really mean in "ani ledodi vedodi li"?
To call the Holy One, blessed be He, an uncle would suppose two authorities in heaven: impossible.
4
What is the value of "zot" in "in this I trust," and what does that number contain?
The fast for teshuva, the voice for prayer, money for tzedaka.
5
Why is Unetaneh Tokef read on the first day of Rosh Hashana?
By Moroccan custom it is said in the repetition of Musaf on the first day — and on Yom Kippur too.

Result

📅 Seven-day program — Elul, before the judgment
Sunday
Find the three verses and check the initials yourself: Shir HaShirim 6, Esther 9, Devarim 30.
Monday
Devarim 30, 6: ask Him to remove the orla that stops up the heart. One sentence, in your own words.
Tuesday
Today's tzedaka: give to someone who needs it, without letting it be known.
Wednesday
Say "LeDavid Hashem Ori" twice during the day, morning and evening.
Thursday
The voice: one prayer said aloud, slowly, without rushing the words.
Friday
Put out your hand to someone you had drifted from — yad and yad.
Shabbat
Read the Unetaneh Tokef passage to its final line: there is a way out.
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